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Today, every bight that goes into my mouth feels forbidden and it is. Everything really is forbidden. The job hunt continues, we are a hungry little bunch. Well, not yet.
what I have accomplished today is about 25 minutes of bycicling, which maybe burned 75 cals. wooh. i also purchased a bycicle lock for me to move around. I hate myself. And I got knitting needles, for getting back into knitting during spare time.
i must now go back to the place and have 10 photocopies of my resume printed. Then I should apply to a few places and come home.
must go now.
what I have accomplished today is about 25 minutes of bycicling, which maybe burned 75 cals. wooh. i also purchased a bycicle lock for me to move around. I hate myself. And I got knitting needles, for getting back into knitting during spare time.
i must now go back to the place and have 10 photocopies of my resume printed. Then I should apply to a few places and come home.
must go now.
Gabby wants back
Hi guys. I go by Gabby now. Just finished hitching across Canada and I'm looking to get really serious about my art. If anyone knows of any good learning websites or anything useful, I'm diving back into anatomy and looking to use photoshop when I get my laptop and tablet in.
Let me know how you've been all this time if you remember me!
-Gabby (& Boss, my 7th month old Pit)
Hey
Haven't written here in a while. It's odd - I'm typing over a background that is my thighs covered in the same pair of sunflower pants I wore frequently last summer in Verdun.
Where I am now isn't all that different from Verdun.. Within these walls there is lack of food and mental instability. Most of it actually comes from me, when I'm not medicated.
we'll be eating better now - plus mom gave us a bunch of food. I feel bad... but hey. It's good to have stuff around.
I prefer this life over the job I had at the train station, working 4 hours a day 5 days a week. I live in Montreal now, and I don't eevn need the outside worl. I have my cook
Devious Journal Entry
I take allot of photos lately but I have little to no time to edit and post them. That's alright. Too much is kind of sweet.
Spent allot of time with a friend, exploring down town, eating, playing. Killing time. Weird little hotel.
Forcing myself out of bed in the morning. Smoking like a chimeney. Setting things in motion to meet new people and see old friends. Christmas gifts, saving money for needs and projects.
Finishing high school classes, starting soon.
(looking for an adult education center)
Talking to my boss about the meditation center soon, as well.
(focusing on when this other employee is coming back from a vacation)
Thinki
Geez
My social confidence is more or less completely shot. I have to think about it more as a potential to develope. I have to learn how to let things go. I can't let everything go. There are definitely things I can't let go of right now.
- I can't accept that "we" 're no longer together (not going to happen. I can only accept that I have no power over this, which isn't super optimistic.)
and
- I can't/won't accept that my weight has gone up 5 lbs
Only one of these I can control.
I medicate to the point that I feel under the illusion of control, so I lose touch with controling my weight. It's supposed to be healthy and I suppose it is but I'm
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Try rollerblading! I switched from biking to rollerblading and it's been doing me wonders. It takes longer to get too and from places though.